Anonymous asked: When I was 7, my older cousin who was about 20 forced me to give him oral. I didn't know what was going on at the time and i was so stupid that I remember leaving by saying that I had a loose tooth and he was hurting me. I didn't want to thin about it. But what makes me feel stupider is that only a few years before did I realize that this counted as rape. I was never sure for all these years. But now our families are trying to get closer again. I don't want it. I don't want it at all.