Anonymous asked: I go through a constant cycle. I am never truly happy, and I'm afraid that there is no such thing as true love, only stubborn idiots. I'm afraid that I'll never be good at anything, that I'll never love anyone because I don't love myself and I'll never love myself because I cannot be satisfied, due to my horrible amount of ambition. This country (US) tries so hard to have kids become big idols, but I'm afraid I'm going to fall short of my goals just like everyone else. I wish I had more courage.