Anonymous asked: Because of those words that was thrown at me like fat, stupid, ugly,doesn't know how to dress, you should wear makeup to look beautiful and so on. I became a person that I can't even recognize anymore. Every time i look in the mirror, the me before no longer exist and that I don't even know how to smile and laugh sincerely. I'm torn and empty inside. I'm just too tired of waking up everyday. I wish I could just sleep forever.