Anonymous asked: After four years, I relapsed and started cutting. I'm also bulimic. There are these voices in my head telling me I'm fat, worthless, terrible, etc. I want to die. My best friend is also suicidal and has been in a mental hospital and relies on me, so I can't tell her or ask her for help. So continue on my days with band bracelets covering my wrists pretending, carrying on, and helping others.