Anonymous asked: I've been a convenience for most of my friends, always there when they need me, but when it's my turn to need someone, no one is ever really there. They leave me out of things and I'm usually invited along because I'm a convenience for them. It hurts. It hurts quite a bit and now I'm afraid that I'm becoming a convenience to one of my closest friends and that they keep telling me little lies to make me feel better.