Anonymous asked: I want to love but I'm filled with so much hatred. I try so hard but I give up too easily. I have so much potential but it's just wasted. I'm actually smart but I act do dumb and oblivious to a lot of things. I keep quiet but I have so much to say. I want to move forward but I keep looking back. I want to be close with people but I push everyone away. People can trust in me, but I don't trust others that easily. I just want peace but I'm always at war with myself. I want more than I give.