Anonymous asked: My dream is a to be a kpop star. Its so that I feel embarrassed talking about it. I have no confidence. Ever since I was little Ive wanted this. Ive almost based everything I do off it. I've dieted,tried to lighten my skin,practiced singing and dancing 24/7. I have to audition now &im scared. Everytime I think about my future I have panic attacks. Im afraid of what I'll do if i fail..But I just hate my life and everything about myself so much that I might commit suicide before my future arrives