Anonymous asked: I'm afraid of failing....I've always pretended I have everything in control but it all falls apart when I lose myself. Once it's slipped out of my grasp, I quickly fall into despair. Then I tell myself lies to cheer me up but it makes me feel even more pathetic because my confidence is reinforced by my fantasy and lies. I don't know what to do anymore..I wish I was strong. I wish I can start over again to take away by established lies. But it's too late. Too late to go back what it once was.