Anonymous asked: when I was 15 I had this boyfriend and we did things we shouldn't have, we had oral and I just feel disgusted because of that to this day eventually we broke up and idk I still think about our relationship and all those times and it makes me feel like I'm a different person than who i am today like I'm dirty and impure I just wish I could take back that experience because even if people didnt know about it, it still brought shame to me and my family I'll always be embarrassed by it