Anonymous asked: I wish I was more social around people. I could never find myself being too emotionally attached to someone because I'm afraid they will leave me unexpectedly. At the same time, I see people forming strong bonds with each other I will never obtain because I'm a coward. Sometimes I just hate myself even more and grow even more distant around people. I feel like I'm wasting my youth and shutting the doors to many opportunities. If only I can step out of my shelI.