Anonymous asked: sometimes I feel like I'm being sucked into my sister's depression. she cuts herself and has tried to kill herself too many times. One time she begged me to let her do it. To just let her go because she is in too much pain right now. she said she can only find happiness once she's not here anymore because she doesn't feel alive anyways. I don't think she ever thinks about how I feel tho. I'd probably lose my mind without her next to my side.